My Christen journey has been a wobbling one not always centring god and Jesus as my guiding compus to a destination I’m still unsure on.
Yes Ive come a long way working towards budgeting. discernment amongst people and things. I’m in stable accommodation. And for now I’m in my living solo mending my heart myself and my confidence.
Its taken time a trip away into alternative practices to realise that I am a child of God
I’m working towards boundary setting non negotiables. Eating regularly. Getting quality sleep and rest staying on top of medical things and lastly asking God where to go what to do next( the call of the heart) whilst keeping to myself and small lots of people I know .I trust and include me.
although I’m a little shaky and not put together right yet there was a time when I could not even function.
I’m blessed to have a church friend from a far who guides.pray’s and sends me reminders.Im blessed to be stable after many years of chaotic systems and choices often made on impulsive.
I now seek peace quiet and want to stay away from drama gossip and belittling behaviours from myself and from others.
As I reflect I remember that god built his church on stone to weather storms. So must I build my foundation on routine with flexibility good habits and deciding to listen to what God calls me to do.
Always Natie
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